Letting go .... one of the biggest decisions in life .. You wish well.. but at the same time .. you donot want to be a part of the "missing-comittee" and sit in a corner and just miss and feel miserable... But then moving on in life is also essential...
Khushbu Shah... Joined hungama on 30th April 2007. A part of my team as a Sr. Copywriter... Moving on ..she becamean integral partof my team and me .. Last night working on a presentation.. i realised, that any presentation to be made beyond this day , will have to be me alone. She will not be there to tell me , that this colour doesn't go Neha, Is it not too much text, Is this exactly what you want to say ?.. N blah blah... (ya, she actually says like too many things... But then we also make like awesome presentations...)
There is so much that i have learnt from her.. there is so much that we have done together, there have been so many times when we have actually complimented each other's abilities, There has been so much understanding, there has always been so much unsaid.. n understood with the eyes...
Am i sounding desperate ????? kind of ya i am ... I don want my best team member to move on... (Even though, her moving on was a decision we made together)
I was still new to Mumbai... Just could not relate to the city.. Did not even think that there never could exist something that would be worth liking... Then came khushbu .. with her positive attitude, amazing smile, loads n loads n loads of patience and so much of creativity. She added that spark to the team .. n also to my Friend-deprived life in Mumbai... She took me around.. to the city that i had closed myself to, introduced me to a new world of books.. gave me gyan on how to work on my relationships... heard me through... text me in the middle of the night.. n told me not to cry... Read my expression written all over my face.. n asked me why? Stood by me profesionally, understanding most of the times, n explaining the rest...
I will miss sitting next to her, finishing her dabba even before she realises, Poking her, pulling her cheeks, irritating her, dabaoing her legs (lol).. rather just being with her...
My first friend in the city of strangers... My first friend who taught me patience.. My first friend who has never yelled back at me ... Another Arian in the league... but so different from the rest...
Love u baby ... muah ... :)
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4 comments:
Relationships are meant to stay...that's wot i heard someone say just after reading ur blog! Believe in this and dont consider her leaving as the end. Coz i think this one will also improve with time for both of you coz both of u r really sensible, sweet n cute people. :)
n maybe after reading ur blog she wouldn't want to go ;)
I know how you feel nia... and I feel the same... :( feel miserable to leave this place where i have had such good times with you... discussed stuff other than work... and so much more that this space seems so chintu.... :( am going to miss sitting next to u and u telling me about my legs, my hair, etc... so much so that it doesnt make ne sense right now... but as you said we have to move on and i feel that gives us enough reason and a chance to be friends here and beyond.
good one we are sooooo sad that she is moving...if only the vp knew her importance....
Friends never leave not even when you ask them to get off your face...thast why they are called friends. Having experienced what you just narrated i knwo exactly how you feel. but like its easier to say you have to move on...but it will happen only when you find somthing new. Life is like one big game of checkers something has to come new has to come your way to let go...and if it does not come voluntarily i will hunt it down and force it into my life...hey its my life and it goes by my rules. (kidding)
love letty
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